oops! i did it again.

the end.

WHO NEEDS ENEMIES WHEN YOU HAVE FEMALE FRIENDS????

I HATE GIRLS....STUPID GIRLS WHO CALL THEMSELVES YOUR FRIENDS....HAAAAAAA!!!!!!!

BULL SHIT.

THEY ARE NOTHING BUT FREAKING SLUT WHORES.

I'M SICK OF BEING SCREWED OVER BY MY SO CALLED "FRIENDS."

PSSH. AND YOU WONDER WHY MOST OF MY FRIENDS ARE GUYS?

♥ cw

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