you go through hell and back.......for once in your fucking life you're actually happy and comfortable and feel like you've finally found the one person you can love and trust and really have a meaningful conversation with. its been a tough year. i've lost alot. i was happy. i was actually happy. i had someone that no matter how shitty things ( Read more... )

i hate my life

on the verge of a nervous breakdown, i decided to take a long break or vacation. i had to shut myself off from everday routine and keep isolated from literally everything and everyone. it got bad people but at the moment everything seems to be okay. i apologize to anyone who may have written to me in this time. it was something i had to do to ( Read more... )

alrighty.....all is well here. its freezing fucking cold though. outside i mean, the inside problem has been fixed:) i'm having some money issues at the moment but i suppose that comes with moving into a house and what not. i'm ready for this night to be over with so i can go home and relax and look foward to the weekend. is that what we do ( Read more... )

its freezing fucking cold here. not the weather, here in the office i mean. i haven't had much sleep so instead of being awake and alert, i'm just here. i'm in good spirits though, the cd is nearly finished, i'm coming up for another raise and this weekend i'll begin filming for the last episode of this seasons phil television. the rain has ( Read more... )

all is well here.....i've been fighting off a cold for the last week or so. everyone in the office was sick so it was only a matter of time i suppose. the weather here is nothing less than fucked. yesterday it was fifty degrees and today i walk outside after waking up and its eighty. thats north carolina for you folks. in other news, the cd ( Read more... )

well i made it to the beach this past weekend. it was fun. my girlfriend melissa and i met my mom and her husband james there. we all had a 3 bedroom condo at Cherry Grove beach. Cherry Grove is about 10 minutes away from N.Myrtle Beach so we were close to all of the neat shops and such without being caught up in the maddness of shitty traffic ( Read more... )

hey there. today has been uneventful for the most part. i woke up earlier than i should have and i'm feeling the effects as of right......NOW. i'm supposed to be going to the beach this weekend....we'll see, with the storms and what not, it may be difficult. well then, there you have it.

well, things are starting to get back to normal. i spent this past weekend in the studio recording a good portion of my vocals for the new graveyard cd. i'm very pleased with the way things are shaping up. everything sounds good so far. i blew my voice out friday night and didn't think i'd be able to record saturday but after some rest, saturday ( Read more... )

i'm sorry to those of you who've written to me and i haven't replied yet. i'm extremely sad to say that this past saturday morning at 8:05am, my grandmother, Frances McGalliard passed away at the age of 94. My grandmother was very special to me. She helped raise my brother and me since we were born. She lived with me, my brother, and my father ( Read more... )