so in this horribly lonely and depressing thing that is my life i have turned to poker to consume my time while school is not in session. im doin pretty good, but last night i beat my personal record and finished in 3rd place. it took over 5 hours but i placed in 3rd taking home a whopping $16. but it cost me nothign to get into the tournament so i ( Read more... )

so i woke up today and decided id do somethign constructive ( Read more... )

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so last wednesday i started getting sick, and with that sickness bull crap it got worse!! between wednesday and usnday i got less than 10 hours sleep combined... it sucked soo much! and here i am now its tuesday and im still sick, btu ive gotten sleep finally, thank god for NyQuil ( Read more... )

its a constant circle in my life... once i am finally happy its all taken from me! maybe i set myself up for pain cuz i tend to find happiness in peopel i get close to. it just really sucks to be in the place where i am, theres no love for the fat guy ( Read more... )

so been a while since ive updated ( Read more... )

second semester here at HVCC and its nto that bad... i will do better than my 3.4 gpa i got last semester this one! ima work hard to kick scholastic ass! i gotta do good if i want to get into a good 4 year school and an ever better rgaduate school ( Read more... )

ok so the christmas update ( Read more... )

so as many of you may already know, there is a serious connection gorwing between me and Lita, weve known eachother for a while now, and have talked pretty much everyday since our first interaction ( Read more... )

for the first time in my lif ei was happy... truly and utterly happy! but now my world is starting to crumble once agian, i knew i should have been preparing myself for the loss of my happiness... but again i had hope, a belief that maybe this was my time... my time to finally be happy ( Read more... )