the whole situation with my brother having cancer has been hitting me pretty hard... we found out yesterday that the chemotherapy hasnt been working.. and the tumor might be getting bigger... he's going to start radiation soon... the hardest thing is knowing whats going to happen if the radiation doesnt work... pretty much all i can do now is ( Read more... )

well i go to new jersey on tuesday... pretty stoked about that... today was such a wierd day... didnt really do anything... nicole bought me a static lullaby's new cd... its intense... i like their new sound... no more typing

the slash of the blade sends the hawk crashing to the ground... the end...

i just got accepted to Central Washington University.... im pretty stoaked.....

im ready for it.....

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i got my mohawk yesterday... its very exciting....

ive decided i want a mohawk.....

im on the damn patch... im trying to quit cigarettes... and its actually going pretty well... but yea... this weekend i had was crazy.... didnt go to school today cuz i just didnt feel like waking up.. then went over to my friend matts house and played mercenaries...... which is a badass game.. then played his wife and her mom in scrabble... i got ( Read more... )

life is good.... finally off the white stuff.... and stayin clean... school is shitty though... its so lame... im just ready for something new to happen... except for that fight in lunch with girls hair flying around was pretty crazy....

"how many special people change... how many lives we live are strange,... where were you while we were getting high... slowly walking down the hall... faster than a cannon ball... where were you while we were getting high... some day you will find me.. caught beneath the landslide... in a champaign supernova.."
Oasis

stuck in my head....