This journal is no more.

I can only see in shades of red after so long. I want it more and more. More and more.

nightmare running races skyward
tower boil black water tea
contagious
waste disposal
growing
blind faith a tragedy
propigate safe historycreatures running underground ( Read more... )

Some people I come across, or who have met me, often get the impression that I have a side to myself that is merciless, extreme or overly idealist. I think a lot. I'm actually a lot more open-minded than some people may think and I try to re-examine my view from as high a bird's eye as I can manage to make sure I am seeing things clearly ( Read more... )

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My best friend


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I wrote about this dream in an email, and wanted to paste it here so I can remember it later ( Read more... )

Last night was about one of the best damn times I've ever had. Definitely the best christmas party ever. It was at such a fucking awesome club: The Highlands . The company I work for treated everyone to an amazing night. I had this delicious teriyaki salmon, prime rib, a reallllly good salad and a like 3 vodka martinis, a tequila shot, most of Juni ( Read more... )

ItsYourLuckyDave (10:03:18 PM): did you know this is finals time ( Read more... )

I just went swimming after my workout and it felt wonderful. I really love the way swimming exhausts the hell out of me and makes my heart soar and my lungs scream. A lot of people don't like swimming because its hard and seemingly pointless(you just go back and forth), I used to be one of them, but the fact that its hard and overpowering is why I' ( Read more... )

"Try to make you wonder just why you feel so violently strange?
Now don't you feel like a god when you come and savior my skin?
And don't you feel like a whore....."