"the forward circular view"

[cyanidechri5t]

This week was really incredible for me. I was going to LA for a wedding that I was excited about to begin with. I had decided that LA was where I should end up moving too, since I'm pretty tired of the inactivity in Santa Cruz and not really stimulated living here anymore. The Bay Area is not really me either and I have a lot of connections in LA,

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[gobuildinhell]

LA is interesting. I've hated it for as long as i can remember.
in my older, wiser, more accepting (mom) years i've discovered that it is itself, it feels a certain way, i may not like it, but it's itself.
you know? probably not.
i'm the only one who ever knows what i'm talking about. people say they understand but how could they for set's sake?
I thought about going there for graduate school and then i remembered that i need a deep green forest to survive.
you are an amazing, intense person, you would not be crushed by los angeles like i would be. I can't deal with that much pain and pressure, listening to the earth screaming in pain below me...gasping for breath, shading her eyes from the fog and the lights at night.
gah. look! i got all metaphyical.
(blushes and hides)

[cyanidechri5t]

hmm...I'm actually a little unclear on what you mean by "it is itself", but I think I get the gist of it.
Thanks for the kind words Kymm, and I think I will really thrive there. I'm very excited to be living somewhere where hedonism is law...and I love bright lights ;), its even in my profile I think hehe.

[gobuildinhell]

like san francisco is itself. it's the only place like it, LA and even smaller, little parts of LA i've spent time in are themselves, unique.
i think this is an interior feeling though, i think it has to do with a memory flood rather than any semi-magical properties of the places themselves. Except San Francisco...that place has intense magic...even if it's irritating.
i'm glad something will grow in that place.
i have some off-topic questions for you that i've been thinking about lately, i will try to get you on the IM.

[gobuildinhell]

i'm glad you had a good time and you like it there.

[cyanidechri5t]

Thanks again!

[technopriest]

It's OK, I hate LA too, but dont tell naumy.
The only good thing about LA is that larry david lives there, but I know naumy will give ld a run for his money.

[cyanidechri5t]

hahahahaha!!!!!!!!!

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