Ok Last Saturday was Middletown High Schools Prom and would have been Chris [Max's] senior Prom.. He wanted me to go But The school wouldn't let me because I was to old. So he didn't go instead he planned this wonderful surprise evening. He wouldn't tell me What the plan was. He Kept teasing me though...All I Knew is that I had to dress up...and he ( Read more... )

I walked in the rain for about an hour tonight trying to get jeremy on the phone.... But no People had to fuck around on his phone ( Read more... )

 I'm awake I guess....
Getting ready to go to church with Alex...
Been staying with her...
Fun!
She and I get along to good.
lol
I'm stealing her Bull Mastiff
Suggs...

I love music...
There seems there is a song for every thing...
From "Stay" by Sugarlang being alot like the situation with jeremy
and me feeling like the other woman
[Even though I wasn't ( Read more... )

Live life to the fullest...

I hope I can find a job soon... I hate not having money.

Well, i better go thought I would log those thoughts..

I haven't been on here in a long time and I just deleted the last Entry i Had. Life has been a Jubbled mess For the last couple months and I have Been trying to hold it all together the best I can. My family is falling apart. I see it more and more everyday. Hell I can't even hold conversation with My father anymore. My mom is taking about moving ( Read more... )

So Life's a Bitch. and Sucks cock. I'm a bit Hurt, Pissed, and depressed ( Read more... )

So my sister is 16 right....

Well, She's talking to this guy that's gunna be 21 at the end of january!
HOW FUCKED UP?!? 
I don't like the Idea at all!
Ha she just Walked in the house to bitch at me..
HA HA HA! 
I'm sorry But I went to school with the kid.
He's no good! 
All he wants women for is sex and He does drugs and shit...
He's no GOOD!

So I haven't been on here in about forever Figured I'll update. Jeremy and I still aren't together but are extremely close. The only reason we aren't together is he thinks I need to get my life straight and I agree I do.

I love him so very much and he loves me The same!!!

Oh, Christmas...
It was Great!
Opened Gifts With my family christmas morning. ( Read more... )

I heard this song this morning and I remembered the first time I saw it.. I Remembered the tears I had cried. Because It reminded me so much of Matt Ivey and How bad It still hurts that he's gone... I miss him... I'm happy now yes But still I will always have a place in my heart that will Love and Long for him ( Read more... )

Well, Nothin new here!
Same Shit diffrent day. Sit at home all day then go to work!
Jeremy and I are still happy together! ♥ Love him alot ♥
Was supposed to go to Aunt Mel's today For a bit of a going away for her son... 
Chase has joined the marines and leave here soon.. This is his last weekend home...
Well, I better go get ready for work at three... ( Read more... )