I applied for a position as a Local Security Coordinator, easily double my pay now... and because all my computer work hasn't been official work, they dropped me for people with IT backgrounds.

Shoulda seen that coming.

THIS PAGE IS EMPTY. Ha!

No really, I forgot I had a LJ. o_O

I hate life. Simple put. And yes, it's because a shit load happened and I don't give a fuck to post it.

Why do you try to keep going on? Friends you once knew are going their own ways. You're forgotten, and not even looked for so why exist?

I didn't choose to exist, but I do choose to not be.

Okay so that's kinda mean what I did but lemme just toss y'all into the merry-go-round that just happened a couple months ago ( Read more... )

An update!

...yes I'm alive. :D

...I'm going to get so flamed for this.

I'm lonely and want people to talk to. And I don't know where to go.

Well finally on my way back to Denver come tomorrow evening ( Read more... )

Sorry for lacking the updates people ( Read more... )

Went to Honolulu a bit close today and really enjoyed it. People everywhere and I must say... LOTS of japanese here... lots of HOT japanese laides here... ah if only I looked  alil better. ha ha.

Though I do hope for a day of freakin rest... I paid for the ticket in full, I deserve a day just to enjoy and not have any plans... well we'll see.