i'm freaking out over here in the corner on this sunday afternoon. we didn't go to church. we missed it. i was all dressed and ready to go. but my mother said no. it was too late to save our souls today. and i'm so lost in where to go with poetry in my hand from thom gunn. i have these notes written down, but i don't know what to say and i don't ( Read more... )

today didn't seem like a friday. jesse showed us his prom pics. funny as hell. sean's last c day on the bus (maybe?) i brought croissants to commemorate. i will miss the few seniors i know dearly. and i don't know that many. possibly 2. which were the aforementioned. if i know any more seniors at bartow, i feel bad for not remembering them? and ( Read more... )

so i got in the pattern of updating every other day... i noticed this because of my LJ calendar... nothing much going on ( Read more... )

can it can't it be the song that you deserve
all i want is
rip your heart out
shreds of threads hanging
red strings thinning

do not care not if you love her
should you would you drown
save lots tears not
if accepted by oceans

hatred up up
compassion down
please/please drown
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( OK SO I STARTED ON THE BABY DRAWING )

( more impressive on actual paper )

BTW: i'm getting sick of my lappy's touch pad instead of a roaming mouse thing... so if anyone could possibly LEND a mouse to me... that'd be nice.. until I find my old mouse.... yeah.

COMPUTER MOUSE. YEAH.

There is always something there to remind me

something is wrong with my left eye. stupid eye. why can't you just be OKAY?

am working on new website... can't say that i'll actually DO it.. just saying that i'm trying.. maybe it'll make me more interesting. am listening to beatles tunes in jazz form. pretty cool. grahams an idiot if he doesn't like the beatles. shut up graham. the drug free ( Read more... )

d-d-damn. i need to get out of here. study and concentrate on school stuffs. try not to give a shit about other peoples and other peoples business and other peoples opinions. getting TOO carried away with the search for happiness.