It Hurts Me.

[cybercutie19]

hmm today wasn't a good day. i've been down lately for the things i have done. Everynight i cry myself to sleep because i disappoint someone important in my life. sometimes i hurt my body, my parents, my friends, and espeically God.  i've done things that hurt my body and could hurt me in the long run, i disappoint my parents, i let down my friends

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[_joelley_]

that was deep shit, everyone has done things that they arent proud of, i myself am included but thats life

i got ur back

xoxo
me

[cybercutie19]

thanks joelley. i kno but i never notice what i do until it's over and done with and i need to relize what happen so i can stop it in the near future.

[in_yourr_hands]

i agree with joelle, that was deep. i know we haven't really talked before and i don't usually comment about this stuff but it really did make me realize i also need to watch out for my future and to never again do the things i have regretted before. Also I need to stay away from things I will regret. I've made plenty of mistakes ending up in hurting friends, family, and myself. But those mistakes I eventually learn from and can do healtheir things or whatever the case may be the next time the situation comes around. I'm not good with advice, but now that you have realized you've done things you regret, you can be more in control the next time it happens and it will be easier to avoid. I hope things get better for you !(I think this never-ending winter season is starting to get to everyone, i'm getting too anxious for summer).

[cybercutie19]

thanks julia. it realli does mean a lot. i've always notice what i've done and i try to change but i guess i'm bad at making my own promises. maybe this time i will relize what i've done to myself and other now. i guess people don't notice what they gotten themselves into until something tragic happens.

oo yeah, save me as friend.
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[hidnundrxterior]

Dang Anam that was deep. Dont worry, many people and Chirstians have gone though this and still are going through it, such as myself. God gives us these times to test us so that we can grow in our faith with him. Its high school and in high school we're all going through hard changes taht are tough to deal with. There are many paths that life and highschool can lead you and some choices may be right and some may be wrong but in the end all we can do is hope tha twe have made good choices and learned from the bad. God still loves you, Your friends still love you, your family still loves you and you should still love yourself. Keep your head up girl. Hope this has helped. Love you.

[cybercutie19]

thanks owen. i kno you're always here for me.

[hidnundrxterior]

fo sho, just gimmie a ring.

[dumbbrunette080]

yeah we've all been pretty scando lately it seems. kim and i were talking about it earlier. at least you have a conscience which is more than a lot of people can say about themselves. you know you're not being the best person you can be and ur trying to fix that. God knows that. You're a good person for realizing and doing the best you can. People make mistakes. Catholics can go to confession. Take advantage of that if you really feel bad about everything. I love you and I'll take you sometime if you want to go because I could use it myself... Love you.
Ps- I have stuff to tell you

[dumbblondie080]

I def. agree with rosalyn. we all make mistakes, we just have to learn from them. i love you and im always here for you no matter what!