Comments | cyberpansy: Count the swearwords bitch

cyberpansy

Count the swearwords bitch

Nov 01, 2005 17:36

My god I am so sick of fake happiness. You have no idea. I know SO many people who are sad as all fuck and they just keep smiling and pretending to laugh, not because they want to but because they think they should. How retarded are you people?? Jesus sometimes I think that girls aren't allowed to be unhappy, and guys aren't allowed to be ( Read more... )

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jermandubber November 2 2005, 05:30:58 UTC

tell that mother fucker to talk to me when hes online or something because i never see his ass on there.

and i hear you guys go to adriennes room often? DROP ME A LINE!

cyberpansy November 2 2005, 19:37:16 UTC

Coolness. Yeah we go there all the time, so no problem we can hang out sometime. That sounds fun. Yeah we ran into Shawn a little ways back it was kinda funny. Anyway okay sounds good.

Just for the record icynights November 2 2005, 06:06:28 UTC

I did drink on halloween, but I normally don't.

I didn't do it to erase my pain,
I didn't do it to feel accepted,
I didn't do it to get shitfaced,

I had one drink, so I could relax, and have a good time. I didn't have any more, and no less. Afterwards, I danced, to SWING, and even FREAKED with a guy. These were things I chose to do, because I enjoy dancing (yes any and all types of it)
But most of all I had FUN. My mind was not fucked over because of alcohol, and I never touched other drugs. Yet I still had a great night.

And something a little off topic, do you volunteer anywhere in A-town?

Re: Just for the record cyberpansy November 2 2005, 19:27:12 UTC

Bah... life gets a lot better when you realize that you don't ACTUALLY NEED a drink to relax. They've done experiments where two groups of people are put in social situations. One is given alcohol, the other just water. They act exactly the same. It's mental. If you tell yourself that you need alcohol to relax pretty soon you get to the point where you DO need alcohol to relax. Good luck with that.

Re: Just for the record diabolic_loser November 2 2005, 20:44:27 UTC

Haha...if someone can't tell the difference between alcohol and water then they've probably never had liquor before...

Re: Just for the record cyberpansy November 3 2005, 03:04:36 UTC

I don't think it was water, I think it was something else that was supposed to taste like alcohol or something. I can't remember. But the point is still being missed...

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diabolic_loser November 2 2005, 06:07:50 UTC

I counted...27 swears there, counting Jesus's and god's and hells ( ... )

cyberpansy November 2 2005, 19:31:53 UTC

Interesting analysis of feeling good. I kind of like it. It's an interesting perspective to be sure, especially the creating "spiritual" aspect. Very cool.

Yeah Cameron's gotta be safe before he starts talking freely I think, much like everyone else. I know it wasn't us though, we are nothing compared to his family. Friends can't replace family, no matter how hard they try, unless they actually become the family, which is something different. And don't we ALL need a good hobby? And someone to talk to? And friends to share it with?

diabolic_loser November 2 2005, 20:39:35 UTC

Not if we've already go it.

. panganga November 2 2005, 12:03:10 UTC

Re: . cyberpansy November 2 2005, 19:27:48 UTC

:( Indeed

random_vagrant November 2 2005, 14:29:59 UTC

I whole heartly admit that I am one of those who hides many feelings and emotions with drugs and booze. Its easler that way, the pain isn;'t nearly so much. Although I gotta say since switchin booze with prozac lifes been alot better. The drugs are still there but its only weed, and its weed cuz Maine is a shithole and community college is even worse. I feel bad for Cameron but Andrew be honest you know Cameron really well far better than I do. Did it ever cross your mind that he would need help? Im sure it has, because it had/has crossed my mind many times as well. Its hard, what do you say? What do you do? I have many friends that have tried to take their lives, or who cut and burn themselves to take the pain away. Shit I've crossed the lines a couple times myself. Its...I dunno I think its part of our generation man, part of the process we need to grow up in this fucked up world. I honestly do. I think we feel we we're doomed from the start of the 80s.

cyberpansy November 2 2005, 19:35:22 UTC

We are the soft generation. Our lives are padded with growth charts and "10 ways to make your baby grow up to be Einstein" books. We are screwed up because our lives are so good. Better than any generation before us. Boredom and luxury are the surest signs of perversion and decay. Problems are what force us to be blind to the world around us, and our generation has less problems than any that has come before it.

random_vagrant November 2 2005, 22:40:38 UTC

dude I honestly disagree, I fully believe our generation has it harder than ever. We have uncertaintly working agianst us along with loads of other bullshit. We have war forged by leaders that arn't even elected anymore and countless resource draining industries that help aid to sponsor them. We have millions of people in this country becoming jobless daily. We also have a rising rate of parents raising people to become used to accepting lower and lowar standards and practises in living coniditons and evniroments. That doesn't even address the non-adult problems with this country. Have you seen the stats man? As far as I'm concered this this country is near the end of its experation date, and for freaking good reason ( ... )