's been awhile since ive posted here ( Read more... )

It seems like only yesterday, when i walked away, you said it was okay i saw the pain in your eyes, blocked it out of my memory, blocked out all memories of you told myself it was okay tore myself from reality living in a foggy dream of sex and sweat and cold whipped cream dancing down the swirling drain in mini skirts and halter tops loving every ( Read more... )

Who am i? i am nobody, im nothing but a drug addicted drunken slut. always fiending for the next high wash my tears away with alcohol smile and act like everythings good but when im high everything is good its beautful a happy world with rainbows and lollypops. then its over the world is dark and grey like my life but this is only depressed ( Read more... )

Ha! ha on you world ( Read more... )

i hada great rave it ws amzing i dint get my acid tho so i had to do e i wasnt going to rave sober ( Read more... )

1. Jessi's favorite color.purple ( Read more... )

Now look i just want some fucking sex, i swear im an addict, nothing new tho not like im not addicted to anything else. i'm a crackhead someone should just kill me already. but nah that might suck and then id never get any more sex ( Read more... )

im bored and i have no one to talk to about how sexy josh is so im gonna tell myself since no one reads these anyways ( Read more... )

the perfect guy for me would be someone around my age who is not too muscular but not a scrawny guy either someone with a hot body and punky who likes drugs and sex and biting and scratching and not cheat on me also he would be kind and spontaneous and tons of fun and piercings he needs piercings. id tottally go out with someone like that but other ( Read more... )

cyndl look we have to talk face it your a loser youc ant even afford a fuckin' calender let alone afford to quit drugs ya get it through your head your probably made of drugs loser! ya thats right and you cant date 19 yr old guys stop it your too young find a loser 16 yr old to date ( Read more... )