Oh jeez, I hate to blame my problems on someone or something else. However, I just gotta vent why I hate my case worker. I hate her with a fiery passion of doom. One, they sent me a letter indicating I needed to do a telephone interview on the tenth. She didn't call that day, I called her and left a message ( Read more... )

It's been a very, very long time since I have posted here. I finally got a computer of my own again and I am currently going through some pretty seriously tumultuous baggage, even for me. I am finding that all of my friends are going through their own versions of said tumult and therefore, there really does feel like an overwhelming loneliness and ( Read more... )

I have never known jealousy. It's very weird for me. Such an irrational feeling. Such lack of control of my thoughts. Such bullshit I don't know if it's PTSD, PMS, my anxiety over being out of my anxiety meds (oh the irony) and going through withdrawal, not having any green as a backup, or a legit fear after having lost so many things this past ( Read more... )

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I think karma is paying me back in its sick little way for never truly understanding how Chris could be unemployed for soooo long (secretly and not so secretly doubting through his efforts from time to time). I have been VERY actively seeking employment for two months now. Today marks that occasion. I have been on about ten main interviews and a ( Read more... )

Because LJ makes a habit out of making me post these willy-bloddy-nilly:

You are 74% English.

You are either native and stupid, or you are foreign and knowledgeable ( Read more... )

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OK, So, I just totally died and went into a trance, a form of Nirvana, euphoria's paradise, yesterday! Long story short: I FUCKING TOUCHED THE HOTNESS OF GWEN STEFANI LAST NIGHT AS SHE WAS NO FEWER THAN 4 INCHES HOISTED ABOVE MY BODY!!!!!!!! I THINK THAT MY HEART STOPPED, I SPONTANEOUSLY ORGASMED, AND REALIZED THAT SHE IS EVERY BIT OF BEAUTIFUL AS ( Read more... )