I'm backkkkkk & I'm pist....lol

[cynth84]

Dude, how long till I stop getting guilt trips over the dumbest things??? WTF man? I can’t catch a break from this damn woman!!!

“You don’t do this, this, and that but oh ya I already bought you a xmas & bday combined but you’re a fuck up”

Comments

[julili]

I really never had this kind of issues with my mum, we had some issues but it was minor. I stopped talking to her, ignored her for months and that actually helped.
Silent treatment is always good!

[cynth84]

Tried that, won't work with a dominican woman who yells though it's her normal talking voice. If I don't care or if I ignore her it just makes things worse.

[onthethruway01]

not that this will help; but my parents used to give me shit about everything too and i have three college degrees. I never did drugs or get into trouble or had an "unwanted" pregnancy or an arrest record. I'm just unlucky. My folks should kiss my dirty shoe. And because she's not on my lj and I refuse to add her anyway, my "perfect" sister in law with the fancy college degree, huge house,and expensive car, who did not call or ask about me when I was sick, used to be a stripper.

[cynth84]

#1 love the icon.

#2 oh ya I have of those types. My cousin who's 21 and goes to school and works and seems like the perfect daughter...ya I'm sure my parents love her than me and look at me like a complete fuck up. yet she's naive and somewhat hoeish. So go figure.

[onthethruway01]

it's always something.

[cynth84]

Indeed it is...always something.

[thinking_lotus]

Mother stuff is so difficult. I am still mad at my mom for things she did many years ago (and now I am a mom myself and know how hard it is and I STILL hate her for it lol).

I did move out and couch surf and all that for a few years. It was better, actually. I didn't have to see her as much and she didn't know where to find me. Plus I could stay out late :-)

[cynth84]

It's like I know it's hard being a mom but you don't have to be a fucking douchebag about it, ya know? Like I know how I wanna be when I become a mom because I don't want my kid to feel the way I do towards her about me.

That's what I do now is just stay at work for as long as possible and come home when she's asleep in order to avoid her lol

[mrs_nogood]

Hate this kind of family shit as well.
Eventhough my mum and me always work things out after we fought, I am really happy that I´ll live by mself right now...but in my case its aparment which my grandparents own so I dont have to pay for it...i got lucky there...

Dont worry about writting it done in your blog, since a blog is a good opportunity to write the whole shit off of your mind girl! (By the way everyone does that ;D)

To ur mum...what does she aspect? You have ajob and u take care of yourself!! I mean if she wants grandchildren or whatsoever than she has to fuckin wait until YOU want kids. Fuck how much I hate parents who have those shitty high expectations upon their children.
Dont worry about it girl, its your life and you decide what to do with it.
From all what I know about u, I consider u as a really hard person with a big heart so stick with us!!!
There is no such a thing as the perfect daughter, always keep that in mind. The ones who seem like it, are basicaly even more fucked up in the inside!
Cheer up ok <3

[cynth84]

I wish I had somewhere to go but here in Miami I don't have much family and the family I do have all their places are all full and I really don't feel like living with anyone. I like my alone time where I can walk around naked or something...lol

Thanks for the kind words. I'm a tough person and I put up with a lot of BS but it's like at a certain point I'm going to explode and kill someone with all this pent up shit I got ya know? lol

[mrs_nogood]

Yepp need my alone time as well.
(I always forget my clothes in the bedroom causing me to run through the whole apartment naked after I'm done showering LOL)

Recently I have to put up with a lot of BS myself let it be school or family. I dont even try to pretend that I am all happy anymore and just go ahead and curse at the people who get on ma nerves haha Since I am lstening to your radio show I became more straight forward and tougher i guess lol
Anyways go out to eat sushi or party. Or watch some hot Jin stuff :P to keep that shit off of ur mind!

[cynth84]

LOL I do that too...a lot actually.

I'm the same way when it comes pretending and shit. What's the point. I've never been one to be fake so if I'm pist then whatever I'm pist.

Since I am lstening to your radio show I became more straight forward and tougher i guess lol

Really?? How the hell did we do that? lmao

Hmmm sushi...me want now!

[silverrain184]

Stress at home sucks!
I'm currently still living with my ex. Sounds crazy but most of the time it works out.
Most of the time. Once in a while we fight...pretty bad.
Yesterday was again one of those days.
I'm happy I can move out by the end of january even though I'm not sure if I by then will be able to buy something to eat anymore.

I really hope there's a way for you to work things out. Apart from all the stress you have at work people need a home where they can relax...and not more trouble!

[cynth84]

I can only imagine how crazy living with an ex can be. I dont think I would be able to put up with it.

Well at least you'll have ur own place. Food will eventually come. lol

Ya I hope I can find a way somehow but with little to no funds its tough. *sigh*