now every time i hear the word love i think going, going. the first week you were gone i kept seeing your hand wave goodbye like a windshield wiper in a flooding car and the last real moment i believed the hurricane would let me out alive. yesterday i carved your name into the surface of an ice cube then held it against my heart til it melted into ( Read more... )

i've done everything i can do. i've sworn to heaven and back to change everything you don't love about me into something that you can. i've written you a numbered list of reasons you shouldn't have given up. i've apologized until my tongue swelled up like a wad of bubblegum i only wanted to spit out. i've begged, i've invented a promise for every ( Read more... )