Well, where to begin... This will be a quick one, as I've got an essay to write and reading to do ( Read more... )

Didn't pass my portfolio review. I've got a week to resubmit it. If anyone wants some tutoring on Maya and Photoshop, I'll be doing a shitload of it. Might get down with Unreal, too. I need some life drawing stuff, so if anyone wants to help, I would be most thankful ( Read more... )

It's not like I don't understand. Everyday, I want to die. I call it meditation. Reminds you why you should see tomorrow...

I'm going for a walk.....

Good bye

My source of pleasure and relaxation has left me
The feeling leaves as soon as it comes
I have little else to look to
People crumble all around me
My mind is sapped and my will is broken
Find a way into the light
I know it's bad, but it feels so right....

Last Saturday ( Read more... )

Something's missing.... Hmm....

Woah, that was weird... Found an old document. Fuckin' internet. Heh.

Hi, everyone. I'm just poppin' in for not much. Maybe this will get me into posting stuff. Maybe later. Night!

~ Jhustin Saine

I still can't shake this feeling of failure. I feel like I just don't know what I am doing. Everything seems distant... Maybe this will all pass in a month or something. Fuckit. Grr... I'll find something to do... I guess... 0.o There's no point. Whatever ( Read more... )

So I didn't get much sleep the night before last, which made me insane to the slightest degree. Not too bad, but bad enough to notice. Heh. As a result, I fell asleep RIGHT AWAY when I got home. Something around 8 PM. I woke up around 10:30, afraid that it was somewhere around 2 or 3. Good thing it wasn't. If it was, I would have missed a phone ( Read more... )