Please don't think that i don't enjoy talking to you. Before, it was because i had given all i could to Sonya, so i just didn't really have more room for someone else, now... well, i think i'm afraid to let anyone else in like that again. In fact i know i am. I keep everyone at a guarded distance now i think. It's because i know i'm not good at putting up barriers and putting limits on people. I don't know. probably doesn't make sense. But even just knowing that i have a few friends back in Ohio comforts me. Like there is still some semblance of my old life still there, because everything else is gone
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