I bitch far too often. I was driving home tonight and I felt like I wanted to start balling my eyes out. Money is really driving me over the edge these days. It not easy anymore. Im paying out $170 a week just to get by for bills and thats not even my phone bill or gym membership included. On top of that gas is a bitch. I drive from Farmington to ( Read more... )

I always felt that somehow I would become this great, successful something or another? I'm starting to doubt that. I'm starting to doubt myself. I need to feel affection at least before autumn come to an end. I need a helping hand. I need motivation. I'm not comfortable in my skin anymore. I miss taking scenic drives in my car and taking ( Read more... )

I guess this best way to describe it is that I am freaking out silently. No one can tell, but I am going insane. Not like demented insane. Not the insane where you should be locked up or attempting to commit suicide. I guess the the normal insane. I'm just overwhelmed with depression lately. I want to be loved so badly. I feel like more than ever I ( Read more... )

Oh Yeah, I won a trip to California.

Plus $1000.

The job fell through in Hawaii. My life is too.

Fuck it BRONTO FULL FORCEDear Candidate ( Read more... )

It's really funny how you can run into the most random person. Someone that isn't in your life but pulls things into perspective for you. Yesterday I ran into someone at the mall and now it all makes sense. I came across as just " a little too needy for her taste"...fuck you. Everyone has a few delicate moments. It just so happens that my mother is ( Read more... )

I'm not happy ( Read more... )

Im not even sure how to explain myself. I went through all the trouble to get a new password for this site and everything. I even decided to post on livejournal and stay away from myspace as much as possible. I know that wont last for more than a few hours when my boredom kicks in. I've been having a rough time with everything latley. It's really ( Read more... )

Well, its been quite awhile since Ive updated so let me just catch everyone up with my life. Last time I updated I got the t-shirts in and everything was looking grand. Haha, It was great till I couldnt sell anyshirts. Now im $600 in debt. I ended my job at Pier 1 and began at Panera after being screwed over for a couple weeks. Sadly, I hate ( Read more... )

I finally got around to making a poster

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