so things are pretty good the past few days.
i have like three job offerings, so i just gotta figure out which one i would like to do. ahh, so much for me being pissed about not being able to find a job.

so, i've realized how much things truly have changed.
& then i realized, it's just a part of life.

the same life everyone lives.
deal with it.

i hate gobbles.
i love me.

so, before someone thinks they're such an individual & so different;
talk to someone else, & watch how readable & the same you REALLY are.

close your eyes,
just settle settle.

& it seems as though as soon as i needed that little push to forget ( Read more... )

i dream about Brian, constantly.
it's pathetic. i'm tryin' to forget him...
i really am.

i wish they were the dreams you don't remember,
like a majority of them.
i think i may be trying to drive myself insane while i sleep.

THIS IS COMPLETELY RIDICULOUS.

there's nothing really wrong,
but nothing's right - which is fine.
i'm going to start the whole self-entertaining thing
since i'm drifting away from ppl again.

i'm not dating for a while,
& i'm gonna calm it down for a while.

last day of NCCC today.
less than a month left of high school.
picked out a prom dress,
& was asked to be a bride.
two jobs as last summer,
a nice tan.

life's decent.

so - things aren't really that boomin' lately ( Read more... )