I hate being sick. Well I'm online I guess. But idk. Having a bad couple days. My computer is also such a jerk. Oh man. Yeah I am not aloud to skip class anymore. I'm not planning to. I really love my coach Nikki. She is all being there for me. She is nice. Her and my dad get along real good. I have a fever ( Read more... )

I haven't written in such a long time because I've been grounded. So today is Christmas. Heh, I guess merry christmas? Lol, it's been okay. I haven't been doing shitttt. But my life is GOOD.

Hm. Yes, so I have a new little boyfriend type thing whom I like very much. George. "Horhay" I like him quite a lot.  Yesh. I'm very much haven't been thinking ( Read more... )

So I'm surprised I am actually online. Suppose to be doing somethin diff. then this. But oh well. Went Christmas shopping today. Almost done.

I'm afraid. I think I am losing some of my best friends from being grounded so much. Basically Ash and Scott. Then never talk ot me anymore. I don't think they really "love" talking to me much. I mean I see ( Read more... )

Hey. Blah blah blah. Thats it. Lol. I am mad bored. I wanted to say happy birthday danis gionfriddo. i love you and sorry i couldn't come to your party. grounding as always. lol. but yea happy sweet 16. i am loving your tongue ring. ok gunna go do the layout now. buh byes.

ah cant wait until schoooolll. lol wow. i can't believe i just said that.

Well I don't have much time to write. I haven't been able to really talk to anyone since I'm grounded and all. But it's been ok. Today went out with my dad, my dad's girlfriend, her daughter, my brother. It was okay I guess. Went shopping. Did whatever. Idk but I've been missing my mom a lot more lately. I just kinda wish she would come back. It ( Read more... )

It just seems like once again everything is just falling apart. I don't know what has really been wrong with me lately. I'm not even suppose to be on here but I need to write. Even if my dad catches me. I hate my life right now. It's not even that it is that bad. It's just everything is boring and nothing good is happening this year. I suppose it ( Read more... )

Well last night was the worst day of my life. Let's just put it that way for now. Why did I even have a party.. or bother? It wasn't worth getting in trouble for. Because yesterday just basically sucked. I haven't cried that much in a long time. I cried for about 4 hours straight. Well let's start with the fact my dad was already horribly mad at me ( Read more... )

wednesday night- my plans were to meet up with ash and scott at his house after school. well in bio i got a message on my cell phone saying that she was at the emergency room and instead of meeting her and him at scott's to meet at the hospital. i was like wtf?? lol. well before class ends i see ashley's little head poke up in the window. she ( Read more... )

yeah well fuck you ryan micheal bator. worst fucking mood ever. eh- can't write long, i'm at scotts with ashley. skipping which i should not be doing because my dad will find out and i'll be fucked over, once again. fucking hate my life sometimes. ergh well ryan this is to you:

fuck you! i am so sick and tired of your stupid bullshit. yeah well at ( Read more... )

being used. it's wonderful when the guy you want to be with very bad is using you and making you feel horrible about yourself. ugh.. and it's also wonderful when the guy you wanna be with talks about other girls right in front of your face. that makes me feel great. and by the way i am being sarcastic.

well, me and ryan were talking again. friends ( Read more... )