i miss my dad.

no one knows my name 

  so terribly tossed aside
careless as can be
  resentment

 i need to get stronger
or this shit just isn't gonna keep working
my heart can't hold the weight
my brain is always spinning like a top
my lungs.. well my lungs have stayed smoke filled for 23 years.. why change that now?

i sit in my bedroom
i watch TV
i smoke weed
i drive around aimlessly

i've begun to resent my father for his illness
i've begun to resent ( Read more... )

 its anger ( Read more... )

its like i've lost touch ( Read more... )

from the pen of jerry hopper,  imprisoned in 1961 on possession of marijuana charges.. sentenced 5 years to life

he never lived to see freedom

"There I sit, in my lonely cell, wishing sometimes I'd die and go to hell. Thinking of those days gone past wishing i had some pot to blast. 
But thats alright, this time will pass and i'll be out there ( Read more... )

wow well..
today really surprised me
and actually turned out worse than yesterday
nice job

all i wanted was one day
one day out of the year
thats about me
just fucking one

but nope
instead i'm just older.. and nothing else

LEAVE ME ALONE..... ITS NOT MY FUCKING PROBLEM

i really appreciate those of you who call yourselves my friends.. accusing me of shit.. making me feel like i'm on trial.. its not my issue.. its not my problem.. so fucking keep your bullshit out of my life.. i'm not involved