I kind of lost my cool today. I'm never clausterphobic. Never have I been, and never have I even felt it come towards me. But today it did, and it was just weird. I had to excuse myself from class. I really want to succeed; and my professor told me something today, and it really stuck to me. It virtually made every problem that I am facing my self ( Read more... )

You sound yucky.

She says that shit to me all the time when I talk to her on the phone. What the fuck, there's no point in sounding overly joyful on the phone for no reason. I'm just speaking on the phone.

I miss out on a bunch of shit in my life.

I like him, I really do. I've moved on though. I don't want to make him think that I don't like him because I do. But the weird thing about it is that we don't know much about one another. I would rather keep him as a friend than loose him as anything else. We actually talked so much today, and I really liked it. I learned some things about him. I ( Read more... )

In the back of my mind, I am unsure of many things. And I either don't know this place, or I am unsure of it. I will be living in another place for the next month in a half for future schooling. I'm only taking clothes, bare necessities, and my mind along with a mini fridge. Sadly, I don't plan on making friends, just doing what I need to day in ( Read more... )

People really disregard me and my feelings. Yeah, they do; actions speak louder than words. I'm happy to have graduated and just move on I guess. Although that's not taking me very far.

During fall, this may be my place of sanctuary. Not much brewing on a insomniacs early morning. I'm going to be trying to go back to sleep. Sooner than I realize, my time of staying up late is going to be over with. The thing that suck most about that summer program is that I can't take my laptop with me. But at the same time I would feel very sad ( Read more... )

I got my laptop. I'm using my beauty as I speak. I will be beyond pissed if I somehow get a virus on this thing ( Read more... )

I'm getting tired, and school has been rough. I really need to buckle down on my work; and that's it for me. All it's ever going to be for me.

Hmm. He did not quit from what I can tell. That new girl has been there for a month. She just took a vacation of a week off. Whoa, new hypothesis. Since she's back, maybe he took his vacation for a week off too.