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Almost midnight. It's been a while since I updated. The Dose 1 is finished, 144 pages, with most of the whole zine done by myself. Been a wonderful time talking to all the bands, especially DJ SiSeN and BAAL from Tokyo, them being the best and most sober guys in the scene that I got to know and also Angelspit and Mentallo & The Fixer. Gary's one of ( Read more... )

Another big project. Not the "big shot" kind of big, but big enough, perhaps rewarding. I wonder if there are people who can actually inspire me. Almost everyone drags me down. It's not that we don't need the occasional reality check from time to time. It's that everyone starts forgetting believing in things. Elder ones are disillusioned, younger ( Read more... )

Just sold my Xbox. My head's splintered, teeth as well. Tax system is getting steadily worse. Fuck. Everything & everyone.

Not expanding PC and not selling XboX.
These days suck like some mean mothabitch.
Three more interviews arrived today.
Wunderbar.

Now. That's right after three cans of fourth-grade Tesco energizers and in the middle of a migraine headache the size of Dancing with Wolves. Less than one week and I can finish wrapping up The Dose 1 with Blacky behind, she's moving in with me. Wooohooohoohoow. That's joy and we've been discussing this for quite a time. That's the good news. Bad ( Read more... )

You see, I had a dream last night ( Read more... )

Now I mash buttons. Gloriously ( Read more... )

This is hell on Earth.
And I made it happen.