Chaos. Disorder. Anarchy. Too many desires, too many wishes. No reality for them, no possibilities, obstacles in every direction, to everything. I stop even myself in the momentum without existing in it. What is more important? Staying in the momentum or staying put? I genuinely hurt myself by still having dilemmas and not stepping over them. Too ( Read more... )

After spending a week on MySpace, I've got more than a good handful of what I want to release in the first "real" issue of THE DOSE. Still in PDF but with more eyecandy design, lots [and I mean LOTS of] interviews and attention-breaking features ( Read more... )

THE DOSE comes from Budapest and it’s as much of a Hungarian project as it wants to be international, tapping resources from London through Chicago to Tokyo, stirring up minds, giving a kick of inspiration to the needy.

A free, downloadable PDF zine ranging from industrial and gothic music to indie game development, Japanese visual kei, eyecandy, ( Read more... )

Updating has never been funnier with a running nose and a general condition of an encephalographically challenged zombie. But hey, you know the general rule, do three dangerous things every day ( Read more... )

A long time out and away from LJland. Together with Blacky for long, long months now and that really gives me a lot, a lot. We're intentionally keeping others off our personal lives, with a good reason, I believe. Too many gossips, too many small invasions. The previous LD50 crew-of-friends got torn to shreds last year, piece by piece, with a very ( Read more... )

Oh how much am I in love with Her.

Make it two contraceptive bombs and an additional shuriken headcutter I can relieve myself from in a flurry fit of joy.

1, Drop a bomb on this city. A contraceptive bomb ( Read more... )

Eventually I had to arrive at the point when everyone around me knew vague certainties but never the whole picture. Now that I am finally at the point when I need to talk, nobody would understand, nobody would know.

I want to move abroad.
Yes, move.
And work.
I'd really appreciate your ideas or help to get me started.
Creative, media, game development is the shit I'm into.
English. Bit of French (can brush that up to intermediate).
Thinking about taking up German or Swedish.
Tips, hints?