i think everyone is misunderstanding me. im not sad. i DO have eating problems and my point was that i hate how people are proud of it and make it into this glamourous thing, when in reality its disgusting. k, bye.

how come it seems like every girl possible is plauged with the a passion to be skinny. its kind of sickening. and annoying. its like everyone has an eating disorder and is proud of it. i think its a pretty disgusting thing to be proud of ( Read more... )

so im pretty excited, i don't have to go back to boces this year to make up hours. the principle is going to sign off on my hours from working at my salon. sweet! My brothers girlfriend and i are going to bar-tending school next week. im waiting on them to give me a call ( Read more... )

how come i always feel like i have no control over any action i make. my head tells me one thing, but my body does something else. i could really kick myself sometimes.'i hate feeling like this empty person with nothing interesting to say ( Read more... )

i don't like my last entry, pretty stupid.

actually extremely stupid, but whatever.

so, its 4:36 am and i pretty much have nothing better to do.

things are different, but old shit is repeating.

i guess we can start with catching up eh??

first off, i was never in love with evan. i regreat writing that, or ever saying it. i kinda just told myself that to make it seem like he actually cared about me a little bit. but after a ( Read more... )

everythings not okay.
i miss how everything was.
im not ready to grow up.
even though i've felt older no matter what.
i miss shows at molly blooms.
and when hanging out at the mall was actually fun.
and being obsessed with guys who suck massivley.
life was pretty shitty
but its better than what ever the fuck it is now.

i dunno, everyone seems to use this thing ( Read more... )

um. this thing is gay.
i saw dane cook today, werd.
almost 5 months with evan.
sick.
bye.

i quit this livejournal, already.

its mad stupid