i love feeling like i matter again.
even though i know i dont..

life throws way too many curve balls.

So I got into college ( Read more... )

TELL ME ( Read more... )

What happened to the way I used to write?
Where did that ability go?
I miss it.

Along with many other things.

I hate when I need to talk about
certain things and no one understands me.

=[

Kay so I havent written in a while ( Read more... )

I hate how you were the only person
who knew when something was wrong.
And I hate how I pushed you away.

Because now no one knows when I'm upset.
No one can ever tell.

i love having a boy who can make me happy.

Can someone please tell me why
I feel like I never sleep?
And where all my time goes?

Because I feel like I won't graduate.
And like I won;t be going to college.
And that my parents are slowlt killing me
each day,