10 months later after my last entry, i still feel the same. nothing has changed. not that i didnt try or anything. i just htink that now i reached the end of the line and it's time to let go ( Read more... )

here i am again after a month. back to the same situation ( Read more... )

our moods change from time to time. one minute i'll tell myself to be patient and try my best to be happy no matter what. then the next minute, you'll just find urself all depressed and impatient with what's going on. just like today. i started flooding charlie with angry text messages. i shouldve stopped first and tell myself not to care too much ( Read more... )

im back! this time, with a happier heart :) u see, life could give u a hard times sometimes, but when u take ur time to reflect and evaluate your situation, you'll realize it isnt that bad after all. we seem to always believe that we're the victims each time we fall on the ground. but u know what, whether we're the victims or not, it shouldnt be a ( Read more... )

this is like my 3rd entry today. well, when u dont have anybody to talk to about what's bothering you, that's what makes your journal your new best friend. haaaay, i was planning for a smokey and i just ate a chocolate, now i dont feel like having one anymore ( Read more... )

it's past 3pm here and 2am his time. he said he'll skype me when he gets home. ive been waiting but nadda. i usually flood him with text messages or call him nonstop at times like this. but today, im trying my best not to. i dont want to appear desperate for attention while obviously right now, his attention is totally divided.

i started to talk to ( Read more... )

this is now becoming a habit. sometimes it's easier to write down whatever it is that's bothering u. than to keep telling it to the person concern and ends up being irritated cos he's more focused on other things to care about how u feel ( Read more... )

howdy hoooo ( Read more... )

why is it that when u trusted someone with all your heart and suddenly, you'll learn that, that person broke it. it's so hard to forgive and move on. you get yourself stuck on the pain ( Read more... )

im drinking this wine as if there's no tomorrow. in less than 10 minutes, i gambei 2 glasses of wine. i could finish the whole bottle i think. now i understand why people who are in pain love to drink alco. cos no matter how bitter it is or taste bad, u wont notice. cos the pain is so deep that u could suck up all the bitterness around u just to ( Read more... )