i'd be lying if i said i didnt miss her. its rather disturbing, because ive never met her. never really talked to her. all i know about her was what she shared in a journal that no longer exists. but she was beautiful to me. strong and intelligent. blazed. thats what i called the picture of her after she did just that evidently. i thought that ( Read more... )

how many times have i touched you. you'll never know. the times i've caressed your lips with mine. you never know. i've taken the time to get to know you through your words and i've fallen for someone i've never met. i just love to look at her and i know thats wrong. shes so soft to me, and it seems as though she has been through so much. if i ( Read more... )

it was kinda downcast this morning and it felt good outside. but thats not where my head is at. frankly, my head is all over the place. i have to get better at this journal thing. if i had a pen, then perhaps my words would flow better and i would n't feel as though i come off like a cornball. i want to talk to some people, but i have to be rather ( Read more... )

its funny. I been trying to figure why for awhile now. it wasn't supposed to go down that way but after it a minute it felt so good and so right that i just kinda went with it. everything else was blur if was there at all and the only thing i could see was her. that was fine by me because she made it perfectly clear that that was all i needed...