((Alex will be going on living her life normally but will not be making any appearances. I've decided to stop playing her for awhile. Anyone who normally plays with her... just pretend she's still around. I don't wanna inconvenience anyone, so for now she's just on the shelf but living normally))

Alex slept for hours after being "restrained" by RX. It wasn't the 24 hours that was expected, her body dealt with the shock a little differently. Her body occasionally twitched in deep unconsciousness. She could hear the voices clearly now. The voices that were planted suggestions deep in her mind that she didn't even know were there. She was to ( Read more... )

I think I'm going to be a girl for awhile. I've decided that I want more friends now that I'm more comfortable around people. Rosie says people should like me no matter what I look like but I feel more attractive as a girl I guess. I'd like to have a girlfriend or a boyfriend I think. I know Rosie loves me but not in that way and I'm okay with that ( Read more... )

I feel so different today. I'm not afraid of people or anything. I know things that I'm sure I didn't know yesterday but it feels like I've always known them ( Read more... )

If you loved me I’d be more sure of myself ( Read more... )

This was the worst day in a long time for me except for one thing ( Read more... )

The manager at the club tonight tried to take advantage of me. I think I'm out of a job. I enjoyed the singing but the rest was awful. Why do the people who find me attractive only want to hurt me? I want someone to love me and want to be with me and if there's going to be sex, I want to give it freely and have it mean something instead of it alway ( Read more... )

Well.. here I go. Tonight is my first night performing at the Silver Sunrise. I hope I do a good job. I have a song picked out and everything and another in case I have to perform twice. I hope some of my friends show up. I'm so nervous.

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Alex carries Rosie piggy-back style from Dr. Crane's apartment. As soon as they are on the sidewalk, he morphs into a large, broad, chestnut brown stallion. With Rosie on his back this way, her arms would still be around his large neck so he won't drop her. He thinks he shouldn't have kissed her but it was an impulse that just hit him. He hopes she ( Read more... )