it's pretty much official that i am going to go insane. i am out of money and out of another vehicle. i am never speaking to my sister again, also. last night was the worst night of my entire life ( Read more... )

saturday. lowertown. 6pm+.

that is all.

yesterday i drove around for 2 hours looking for somewhere to go. looking for a place where i belong. such a place doesn't exist, until someone says it does.

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i am beginning to hate everyone. there are so many people i thought were my friends, but since last summer have basically abandoned me (if we have in the last month this doesn't apply to you). everyone that doesn't call me because i don't call them can fuck themselves, because if that is how it is they're just as horrible as they think i am. i have ( Read more... )

i watched a special on mental illness the other day. i feel worse than ever.
in other news, work is awesome.

my life is a downward spiral, nothing is right in my world. dead car. dead relationship? dead social life. it's really starting to effect me. i am hurting really bad. i don't know how to make it stop. and apparently, i'm high maintenance.

in other news: rollerblading is fun.

the sidekick is dead. no more interweb for me unless i go to the library which oddly enough is where i killed my sidekick.

may 09 is the set date when i will be saying goodbye to this great mitten state.

I have come to the conclusion that getting drunk is the only way to not be jealous. I know this is not true and will make the situation worse, but oh well. Cheers motherfuckers.

So in the past 7 days I have acquired strep throat (sp?), managed to give myself a stomache condition possibley an ulcer, and my grandpa died friday morning. My life has been pretty stinky all month. Highlights were going out to dinner the day after valentine's day and matt grew a mustache. BCSD is this weekend. I'm more stoked than a pre-teen ( Read more... )