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I feel like shit, and you don't deserve me.
Put a gun to my head and pull the trigger.
Sometimes when I feel like total shit from things, I just want to go.

Being over my grandmas house, makes me feel so happy and free. Like nothing is going to go wrong.

When hes around, I don't talk about things. Anything really, just a few words.
I'm scared if I say something wrong, a fight will happen. I get told Im stupid and to shut up.
When hes not around, I can't shut up. I talk about lots of things.
I seem more happy when hes not around.
But for some reason, I feel I can't live without him.
I feel like I'm just ( Read more... )

Slow sweet nights, wonderful glowing days

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One more thing..
I told my dad the truth, that Chris is still in my life. =)
I love you.

I work at McDonalds, & I make fries.
The people I work with are nice.
I feel proud of myself, I have two jobs.
I will be finishing High School (1 1/2yr).
I'm glad I get the chance some people don't, walk across.
I'll be starting college for hair in the fall, hopefully.
I want to get my own place, soon.

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god give me wings so i can fly far far away...