miss him
want to see/talk to him
feel empty
lost
whats the ponit.
*sigh*
can't do big project to much in head right now to work.

just one of them days ( Read more... )

...feel yucky and ugly....fat ( Read more... )

I went to see mother of hell and father of quitness today,ponitless waste of time ( Read more... )

i had the worst dream ( Read more... )

wow it actuly arived i had my douts, frances really likes it i'm glad cause she was worryed and all, i tryed it on it didn't really fit me...i haven't the bust for it ( Read more... )

every little thing today as pissed me off big style ( Read more... )

theres not much left.
who knows
who cares
why bother
*shurge*
seams a wast of time it's all just so stupid..getting up...going to bed.
*DON'T WORRY I'M NOT GOING TO *DO* ANYTHING!!!*
i'm just saying

around this time last week,he had don't his homework i found out from neave,made me feel even more strange,his mum said there had been no arugments nothing just a boring sunday, then why? it must have been..saturday...my fult!
i need to stop this i'm to head fucked to understand any of my feelings.
to many ideas
thoughts
ahhhhhhhhh make it stop!!

i still feel so odd ( Read more... )