well, until I decide I want another place, I now LEGALLY own half of this house. I didnt want it like THIS, but its happened. thank you mom. I do appreciate it, and I do miss you.

tonight, alchemy to try and be social and to pass out thank you cards. stop and say hi to me when you see me.

today I bought a bunch of new clothes among other things. I spent the majority of the day OUTSIDE of the house. I also got something to FREAK people out, especially those who know me. I wont be at midnight this saturday but on the 30th when I come spin for all of you, you'll be able to see it then. for those that show tomorrow night, you' ( Read more... )

Today I started work again for the first time since july 8th, ( the day before my mother passed. ) caught up on the emails, and then started the thank you cards. Checked my mothers email and found out the coin she was selling did finally sell. got the payment through her paypal. now I have to go send off the coin tomorrow morning. right ( Read more... )

A week ago last night my mother passed due to a MASSIVE heart attack. When I got home I thought it was a sick joke my step father was playing on me. When he told me that he needed ME for support thats when it hit me. It hit me like I was standing still and got hit by a car. As soon as I got myself off of the floor still crying like a baby ( Read more... )

To all that have given their condolences I sincerely do thank each and everyone of you from the bottom of my heart. no, I will NEVER be the same as I once was. you THINK your grown up now, and yet you still have BOTH of your parents around and then all of a sudden you loose one of them, THAT FORCES you to grow up. you FEEL the difference ( Read more... )

I wanted to take a moment and thank EVERYONE who has called, stopped by, or lj'ed me sending their condolences. it means a LOT to me. the funeral is this wednesday at 11 am.

I dont know what to say right now, I dont know WHAT to do my mother died at 8 tonight.....

thursday night was fun. at first while waiting outside in the rain I was nervous or should I say hesitant of seeing kris. then I got inside and got my drink on. at the open bar I spoke with her blonde friend, who is a decent guy, and I was suprised, he hasnt been coming there long and he met a nice girl! I did see kris and to be honest ( Read more... )

ok I listen to a LOT of music and sometimes I DONT put the names of the bands together with the songs. this is one of those times. I NEVER realized that I had listened to stabbing westward a LOT. *smacks forehead* . Someone had told me not long ago at all in fact that I HAD probably listened to them and not realized it. Once again I ( Read more... )

I set out to have fun tonight and I did just that. xspookykittyx and I sat and talked for a long time. I got to chat with black_def He really is a COOL guy. the music was to die for, which I MUST say tony AND Ras DNA got a few of my songs I will be playing at midnight on july 30th which made me even MORE excited. all in all I must say tonight was a ( Read more... )