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Men will do anything for a little peace of mind
So I finally figured out that I've spent about the last six months obsessed over a guy who looks like a more attractive/younger Patrick Fischler*. (*But not quite Ben Chaplin... who is apparently actually even older than Fischler, whoever he is? I basically only know Fischler from a single year of TV guest appearances when he did Lost, Pushing ( Read more... ) -
Getting in a little extra creepy stalker time
I've got a coffee date with reasonably cute Loki cosplayer. What have I done. Ohgodohgodohgod how/why did that happen ( Read more... ) -
There ain’t no engine fast enough
Ugh. I have a literature review due tomorrow (with too little literature which I also haven't read thoroughly) and quite probably a quiz today but I drove the guy I'm seeing home from the airport (a 60 mile trip from my house and eventually back? I'm dumb). Also dumb in that I made out with him a little to reward myself-- despite how he warned me ( Read more... ) -
I watched your yellow windows, I couldn't see your face
Oh god I have no idea what I'm doing with my life in general but romantic-wise particularly. Considering how that's all laid generally fallow I'm kinda clueless. Also I have no reliable venting place anymore since the only person who acknowledges my personal content on Tumblr is an ex, I'm still FB friends with everyone I've remotely dated (who ( Read more... ) -
Are you gonna try to think less, or are you just gonna wait till it happens naturally?
I have no idea what I'm doing. How do people "date" and un-exclusively? How do people even talk?
On the 15th I met up with the black guy, who is smartfunnyclevercute. I'm also walking that fine-line between people who are self-consciously PC while also being a bit of an idiot, with that same issue I have towards most people who treat Asians as ( Read more... ) -
Take a win Take a fall
So I'm talking to my ex and recognize that's stupid-- but how stupid ( Read more... ) -
Rude... shockingly rude.
So I've spent a little more time thinking about precisely why I found my ex's actions obviously unacceptable. (Hey you there vowels ( Read more... ) -
They take a Polaroid and let you go, say they'll let you know, so come on.
Oh right, another matter is that I submitted a selfie to some Tumblr last week as an effort to make myself feel better about myself and to trick myself into thinking that strangers out there might objectively consider me likable in the slightest for purely shallow reasons ( Read more... ) -
Stop making our hatred of ourselves someone else's job
So my most recent and most-favorably-looked-upon-ex just went and basically asked me to either forgive him for de-friending me on FB and/or construct a special filter of friendship so he doesn't have to look at me being happy with a hypothetical other person. (Well this was an hour and a half ago but I just spent the majority of that time talking ( Read more... ) -
Ai-yi-yi-yi-yi-yi-yi
What have I gotten myself into. Somehow my most recent ex and I have gotten into a loaded conversation where we're using the power-ups from various Mario Kart games as analogies for conversational tactics and I think I've accidentally trapped myself.
He made an allusion to "super star Mario Kart time" and how it was an opportunity to bulldoze the ( Read more... )