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It scares me- Sometimes I look at myself in a mirror, and in thought and just think "damn your not living up to your potential- Not even close" -
Snow, Snot, and Weed.
I swear it will never stop snowing-ever.... Are we in the midst of a nuclear winter that I missed by not tuning into cable or local newscasts ( Read more... ) -
Me, me me- martha, martha, martha, only with me
I am an ass hole, I feel it in my bones- self possessed and unaware of how to stop it. I don't want re-assurance that I am not an asshole, or that it's OK to think this way. I just need to get it out there ( Read more... ) -
Spinning to Dizzying New Levels of Introversion
I'm going for superstition this time around, I think, in my quest for a mental sanctuary- I got this idea from a short Kurt Vonnegut article I read. I hate being trendy, or at least feeling that way to myself, by name dropping things and people I've read. But here it is anyways- Basicly he says that science won't save us, and sure as hell isn't ( Read more... ) -
Spinning to Dizzying New Levels of Introversion
I'm going for superstition this time around, I think, in my quest for a mental sanctuary- I got this idea from a short Kurt Vonnegut article I read. I hate being trendy, or at least feeling that way to myself, by name dropping things and people I've read. But here it is anyways- Basicly he says that science won't save us, and sure as hell isn't ( Read more... ) -
Holy Fuckballs
Epifany after epifany (besides me not knowing how to spell) cascaded, and washed over my mind while I bathed my body just minutes ago ( Read more... ) -
Getting Blue, Planning Ahead, Missing You
I'm sitting here, slightly shivering and feeling like it's a dream. Or some cheesy movie moment of ephiany, meaning, and love ( Read more... ) -
Almost a Year Here in the IC
Things are finally settling in, and I love it as I can taste the cleansing cold of Autum ( Read more... ) -
Abstract Ideas with No Concrete Backing- I am Stressed, and It's My fault.
I feel the pressure build, and then settle in almost like a 300 pound man sitting on my chest cavity. The reason is that my master plan is falling apart, and I don't know what to do about it. The funny thing is that I always thought things would blow apart like the way a bad break-up ends or like how at the end of high school everything you knew ( Read more... ) -
Why did I do such another idiotic thing AGAIN?
tonight's lesson: I am not a simply a drinker, plain and simple ( Read more... )