Here is the summer update. Immediatly when i go thome i tried to find a job. And i got one at blockbuster on the day before they fired the manager. So the store is in disaray and i'm caught in the middle, in-work but not working. I watch a lot of movies though, for free, and i spend most days working out. Its been pleasurable. All my boys are ( Read more... )

well i am no longer a pledge of alpha epsilon pi, thats right i'm a fully inititated brother. this rules. I love that house its so dam cool. I feel liked and wanted when i'm there, so its a pretty sweet fit. Things here are intense academically. Pretty sure I can't get one A this quarter cuz of pledging and cuz of lazy/apatheticness. I come home in ( Read more... )

so tonight was an aepi date party. the theme was golf pros and tennis hos. i asked the girl who in one of my earlier posts i said was my number one at ucla. She is amazing. she is funny, can hold a conversation, and breathtaking. BUT this one bro in the house (he shall remain nameless) was hitting on her. I was thinking david do something. Then i ( Read more... )

So over the past three days i wrote a short little story. Its crappy and very cliche but it just felt really good to be writing something that wasn't for a grade. Not that i care about school much anymore. Let me rephrase that, i do care about school but just not enough to do the work. I like math and I like completing papers but I can't stand ( Read more... )

Can't sleep thought i'd reread old posts. It was funny as anything. I think the number one funniest thing is when you catch someone being too serious like when they get really passionate about which movie they wanna see tonight and then u stare at them and make them feel akward in realizing how passionate they were being. I'm not as serioius as i ( Read more... )

UCLA what an experience. Since being here I am so different but very much so the same. I still look 12 and act younger. I like my youthfulness, its about living with passion, maybe that's what being young is all about. I have grown up though in so many other areas that were in need of maturation. I came in here, judgemental, biassed, and resistant ( Read more... )

This weekend was awesome with the exception of one thing. On friday I saw family friends who were looking at ucla for their daughter. She is a bit immature still and was just taken with LA more than with university. But hey, what sixteen year old isn't gunna be sold by hearing celeb stories. It was very sweet after lunch with them we saw hbo ( Read more... )

Its been said before, but i'll say it again, "i don't get them." In my case this can be understood in two ways: the first is that I simply don't understand them, I don't know the way they think and I don't know when they are just being friends or flirting. Rule of thumb then should probly be David, if they're talking with you, then its just being ( Read more... )

Why do I feel forced to write in this, when I have nothing to say?

is it just a game? tomorow I'll wake up at 8:00am, hit the snooze, then wake up and drudge on with winter quarter. My Seahawks didn't let me down, because they at least got there. This is something else. The super bowl loss is a large scale version of what has happened inside of myself. I have lost my will to work. My ethic which made me succesfull ( Read more... )