am i capable of
ceremonious resurrection

the stillness between
sharp blades
of grass

i stalk the nefarious past
so stealth and predatory

grip the boot so that i win

and when i summon you
as i have so many times

i place your heel inside my laced hands

before i acted so ( Read more... )

sympathies charcoal words
buttered and churned
slathered upon
each greased pane

sitting in dirt
you writhe like a worm
segmented like syllables
a lioness mane

forcing entry
into empathy
each soft note,
you dote and i to thee

but patiently
is like poison to me
and it meets my lips
so willingly

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beige virginian grass
dry and haunted
denim legs ache
like milking our maternal walls

the sweet stench
thoroughly departed
and here i hem 
those vignettes together

where we lay 
dirt cratered dusk
and listen 
like we go together

this plain is as hollow
as a ghost
and sounds as lonely
as a conch shell to a childs ear

 today i enlisted
awoke to a starched sheet
were your feet
gnawed and cold

to arise, was different
i left 
while all too delicate
for my moody breadth
silk and beguiled
i locked myself out 
of what is HOME

no more slow moves
i am too impatient with you
crawling backwards into the soil
and how cool 
we will lay shackled
by the pull

alas, twenty-six you have reared your ugly head into my life. time which once stood still is now flying. i am in a great place now. i love my life and everything i am working towards entirely. i have no regrets of this past year, it has become the most eye opening  twelve months and i am blessed (although i use that term loosely) to have lived it ( Read more... )

 makes me feel like time is standing still. im two and a half summer books deep. half a pack of cigarettes into the day. ive made some necklaces and now i have to get ready for work. rain is not nice to my hair. 
i can not wait to come home and melt into my bed.

 kind of a sad morning, it was so nice sleeping in. im thinking that my life is going to do a 180. soon.

my bloody valentine:


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