I'm home for the night... I am going to bring Mrs.Panda to the vets before she dies... Cat and Reble already died...I don't want Panda to... I'm also going to take her back home with me... My mother does not understand why, but you know when two of three cats die in the house... Probally is not the best thing if the third does not stay... Or thats ( Read more... )

Working so much... today I got off, but there is so much that has to be done at the house... I don't know where my Heather went I want to know if she is okay... I have been going to work coming home cleaning a bit and then going to bed... Well... I don't know what to say, I might try and visit Heather this weekend, hopefully, i am not positive... ( Read more... )

I dont know if i can stay here... I dont have mommy to pay the rent, I dont have daddy to get me my license back... I have no one to go to when i have nothing... it is harder than i thought to live on my own... it is really shity... i have so much to live on and when that is gone... nothing... Ha... oh well not much i can do... I am looking at a ( Read more... )

Some times when you hear a song do you want to puke? Ha! I heard a song today on the radio and almost did, it was, well i don't really know what to think about it... Well anyways tonight is another early night i think... Nothing much to do just waiting for clothes to finish and it is off to bed... No one is here, just me and the dog tonight... and ( Read more... )

I can't sleep the clowns will eat me...
I can't sleep the clowns will eat me...
I can't sleep the clowns will eat me...
I can't sleep the clowns will eat me...
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Blah! I don't know how long that I can do this... It is really really shity... It is not even 8 and im going to go to bed and i do not have work tomorrow... blows nuts... my brain is turning in to mush and is falling out of my ears... I don't know what is going to happen... I guess i am going to see how long I can do this for before I mess up like ( Read more... )

i miss my friends, i miss my life, i miss b4, i miss me... im just in a missing mood...

No one goes on here any more, so i came here to wright... I ran away again... heh, figures right... i dont like games and i gave up playing them... why tell someone you love them if the are not going to tell you they love you back, because i like the pain... i cant do that any more... i have ran away in the sence to make me better... i live in the ( Read more... )

It has been a long time for an update... to let everyone know I guess I am ok... I wantto live a normal life tho... Igot kicked out of my house and i live in a friend's basement and now i might have to move out of there and i feel like i have no place to go... i want to go back to school but i can not afford it and i want to get on track but i have ( Read more... )

Well here it is…Why did I do what I did…well it is easy… The over whelming guilt that I have for what I put my family through, and for not being a good friend, and for the simple fact that I am not a strong person like you all think that I am. Or maybe it’s the lies and the head games that fuck me up. I don’t do it to others why do they do it to me ( Read more... )