I'm finally laying this journal to rest and beginning a new one. I've had this one for 4 years and I think I've outgrown the name.

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I'm making it all friends only, so if you are still interested in what I have to say, add me, leave a message... and we'll see what happens.

Goodbye, journal. You've been good to me.

Finally... a little relief. Pete's mom called me tonight. She talked to him. He called her from the brig. Told her he was ok, said to tell me he loved me. He hasn't been able to call me because my phone won't take collect calls, and I knew that was going to happen. I didn't get a chance to give him my home number before he went in ( Read more... )

I feel so sick. I didn't think I was going to react this way, but surprise! I've crumbled ( Read more... )

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I'm still fucking sick. I'm pretty sure I have a sinus infection. My head feels all cloudy and like my brain is draining down into my throat. When I blow my nose, the snot is green (not to be gross or anything), but that usually signifies an infection. My voice is shot to shit... I sound like a prepubescent boy. I just hope this doesn't ( Read more... )

I swear, the bullshit at my job grows day by day. As you know, I went to North Carolina over the weekend to see Pete... So I had to call out on Saturday and on Sunday we had a store meeting at 9 pm, so I called out of that too because I wanted to leave later. I made sure to call because Lorraine told me if I ever couldn't make it to call so I ( Read more... )

Yea, so I'm sick. Right now... as we speak. I just took some Nyquil so I can just be knocked out and go to sleep. It started on Friday night... on the start of my impromptu trip down to North Carolina ( Read more... )

"If we weren't meant to eat animals, how come they're made out of meat?"

Yea, its kind of been a while since I've updated. I must sound like a broken record because I always say that when I decide to write in here again. As of late I have been so uninterested in updating my journal... I don't know why. I've had this journal for like 4 years now and now all of a sudden I don't care. Maybe cause people don't read it ( Read more... )

SURVEY TIME!!!!

1: Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, find line 4. Write down what it says:
"I am so into eating that I don't realize that he is staring at me again"
- On the Verge by Ariella Papa ( Read more... )