It's been a long time since I've posted anything, in Livejournal, or anywhere else, other than random singular thoughts in Facebook. While that site is lovely, it is a little... schizophrenic ( Read more... )

I've come to the conclusion that I don't really want to do anything. I stick with any project or field study for about... two months, then drop it and never want to do it again. Any writing project, any art project, any kind of journal or thing like that. I even started a movie blog which hasn't been updated in a week. I really don't care ( Read more... )

The mind is tricky business. Sometimes it takes an intricate and conniving plan to set into motion the events which can topple and twist that wonder of the human body.
( Or it can be something wholly trivial and random. )

It's been a while since I made a post here. I thought it might as well be time ( Read more... )

I am back to livejournal, it seems. Doubt that matters to many, since most of the friends I've had on here have gone on to do otherwise. I can actually only think of two people who still even use livejournal who would notice this post ( Read more... )

I took a test a couple days ago, or maybe it was just yesterday (depending on how you define days), it was a personality test. One of the criteria for determining if you were a Judger or a Perceiver is that a Perceiver (which I said I was) prefers "to start projects," while a Judger prefers "to finish projects ( Read more... )

Fucking stupid shit ( Read more... )

And once again, I come to this, my solace, the LiveJournal page, you shit-useless item that saves my life every now and again. The fates are doing weird things to me. They poke and they prod, and they deliver me to weak people who fear themselves almost as much as they fear me, then bring to me an odd strength in another. Odd. Very odd. Oh,well ( Read more... )

Lately, I've been attempting to do some writing. I do all sorts of writing, for all those that don't know me that well, none of it can be considered non-fiction, per se. If I'm writing something philosophical, it's based on my own opinions and what I've learned and observed in everything I do as far back as I can remember. Everything else is prose ( Read more... )

I draw the energy, the inspiration, the drive to create from emotions. If I don't feel any strong emotions, I can't write. It doesn't matter if the emotion is positive or negative, but it needs to be strong, I need to feel it in my very gut, and it must flow through me like some sort of electrical power ( Read more... )