awh im sorry you feel this way. but you cant blame yourself its not your fault if they yell at you for how you feel, you cant help how you feel, be it right or wrong, or whatever.
i wish i could say something more productive but its always so hard to say somethign meaningful over this machine.
and as you say a rant is a way to be heathly anythings better than bottled up pain. at the end of the day if you rant in here and it makes you feel better good, if it upsets someone tell them they didnt have to read it which is true, afterall, it was behind a cut
I hope work went ok. i hope you feel better soon x
Thanks hun *hugs* Oh your holiday piccies were cool btw, I forgot to post though :( Yeah work was fine :) though I'm off to it again in less than half an hour. Blah.
I try to tell people everything I'm feeling, to tell the truth in the hope that they'll understand and forgive my mistakes. But it's hopeless when all they do is lose faith in me, stop trusting me etc. And everything I say in an effort to explain myself just comes out like some sort of insult.
I'm always full of excuses, but the problem is, my excuses are the truth. So that's what people get. And if they don't believe the truth, what's the point in me even bothering? *Sigh*
But thank you for replying :D I feel a lot better now. I just now hope I didn't upset anyone too much. I go overboard on emotion when I need a rant.
its ok. and thankyou. I dont blame you for trying to tell people. but people dont like to listen alot of the time. its horrible when people loose faith if you need help/are down, then you need your friends to be there, if they were real friends they wouldn loose faith so easily, surely theyd see something amiss? maybe im niave and an idealist.
The truth isnt an excuse, if its the turht then its the way it is and its being misinterperated.
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but you cant blame yourself
its not your fault if they yell at you for how you feel, you cant help how you feel, be it right or wrong, or whatever.
i wish i could say something more productive but its always so hard to say somethign meaningful over this machine.
and as you say a rant is a way to be heathly anythings better than bottled up pain. at the end of the day if you rant in here and it makes you feel better good, if it upsets someone tell them they didnt have to read it which is true, afterall, it was behind a cut
I hope work went ok.
i hope you feel better soon
x
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I try to tell people everything I'm feeling, to tell the truth in the hope that they'll understand and forgive my mistakes. But it's hopeless when all they do is lose faith in me, stop trusting me etc. And everything I say in an effort to explain myself just comes out like some sort of insult.
I'm always full of excuses, but the problem is, my excuses are the truth. So that's what people get. And if they don't believe the truth, what's the point in me even bothering? *Sigh*
But thank you for replying :D I feel a lot better now. I just now hope I didn't upset anyone too much. I go overboard on emotion when I need a rant.
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I dont blame you for trying to tell people. but people dont like to listen alot of the time. its horrible when people loose faith if you need help/are down, then you need your friends to be there, if they were real friends they wouldn loose faith so easily, surely theyd see something amiss? maybe im niave and an idealist.
The truth isnt an excuse, if its the turht then its the way it is and its being misinterperated.
take care
x
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