....Letting the door hit me.

This journal is Closed.

Thanks you all.

Since I am running on minimal sleep (Newborns seem to go on crying non stop...two of them just doubles it all I think)the days are bleeding one into the next. But that is okay since I don't really have too much scheduled to do that doesn't revolve around my kids. Don't get me wrong I love my children, and I am not complaining at all I am enjoying ( Read more... )

Found myself at a friends house. I think I was drawn there, had to talk to em. Not to give my opinion or anything like that, but to just sit there with him and offer what support I can.

Right now the support is in the form of grabbing a spoon so the two of us can finish off the Cookies and Cream Ice Cream I had in the freezer.

Our first Valentines day together as a married couple might not have started out how either one of us would have planned. With Shane off at work I had planned on just treating it as a normal day, just taking care of the kids along with Suzanne who is not just a doting grandma, but a welcomed helping hand. Shane must have used his cape, or left work ( Read more... )

I knew this day was coming, hoped for it, prayed for it. The doctors and nurses were all so helpful, but when the specialist came to me a few days ago and asked me how would I like to take my children home... I cried. I tossed myself into this mans arms and I cried. Zack and Zee are truly miracles, and their progress has been nothing short of super ( Read more... )

Sucks ( Read more... )

Just a few days or so there was like tons of people around. Jeff came by. Baby showed up for a bit. Jackie and Rey stayed for a few days. My brother surprised me and Shane's mom is always around. Glenn and his girls came for a little visit. Rachael and I had talked about it, didn't think she would be able to tow her sister and dad up here. But ( Read more... )

But before I do that...

I want to say Happy Belated to Steph B. Hope it was a good one.

And Congrats to Randy and Mark. I am thinking you two can use these to buy some goodies.

I am constantly amazed at my children. I can sit and watch them for hours upon end and fall more and more entranced with those two small beings as they just move and grow. I've been able to change them and hold them...started to feed them. The doctors want us not get our hopes up too much but they think that the twins are doing remarkably well and ( Read more... )

Sure I have seen my children everyday since they've been on this planet. I have seen then, heard them and the machines that they were hooked up to as they fought to get bigger, fought for their little lives. But to really touch them without those cold sterile gloves, to hold each of them in my arms and to feel those two warm little bodies against ( Read more... )