went out all day and ate lots of good food. had my study this morning. jehovah has blessed me and answered my prayer for a progressive bible study. and i also have to thank rowena who introduced me to li ping. she is so sheeplike. even though things in her life are in a small crisis she is still there, and willing to focus and learn, and even ( Read more... )

i'm so glad i am feeling better today. somedays you just wake up sad. but today has gone good so far. tonight is the oscars. several of my friends are having oscar parties. i think it's pretty ridiculous, i have never watched it in my life. the only reason i would want to watch is because of all the pretty dresses. i do like fashion. but i ( Read more... )

as the subject line so bluntly reveals, i'm feeling really depressed. i hate feeling this way. its like a black cloud inside my head that i can't blow away, no matter how many happy thoughts i think. i am a logical person, and having this nagging depression that i can't explain away makes me so angry ( Read more... )

I've been riding my bike to work a lot lately. And I can really see the benefits. At first it took me 45min. I've pared it down to 35. That's pretty good, considering it takes me 25 to actually drive there. But I have a bone to pick with the stupid St. Louis drivers. They give me plenty of room, but they sure do like to honk at me. It scares ( Read more... )

I went out in service all day today. It was good. Sometimes I feel like such a hypocrite because I'm a "pioneer" and I know everyone kind of looks up to me for that. If they only knew all the times I make excuses and don't do the right thing, and all the times I chicken out and say nothing. I'm a pioneer but sometimes I don't have the pioneer ( Read more... )

Well, I got all set to do my laundry. I don't think I've actually washed my clothes in a month. Good thing I have a lot of them. But I only have thongs left to wear for underwear. That seems to be the sign that I need to wash my clothes. I went to the laundry mat, equipped with detergent and quarters, but they were closed. Can you imagine ( Read more... )

It took me over an hour to read all my friend's entries. Wow ( Read more... )

I'm in socal and am absolutely loving it. And our vacation is just beginning.

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I've been so busy that I don't even know where to begin. So I guess I won't but just to say that this last week has had some the the highlights of my life, and some of the lowest points. I feel like I've been on a rollar coaster ride ( Read more... )