Unfortunately I have yet to see napolean dynamite. I worked instead, what a bummer. But it was a 12 hr shift that I was taking over for Jamie so its all good. Poor jamie. Her dad's in the hospital and it doesn't look real good. Nathan is the anchor of that family. They are all so close to him. Im so scared for him. I don't even know what to ( Read more... )

Well, I'm so happy to say that the service year is over. Not that I came anywhere close to making my time -- a fact that I feel terrible about. Just knowing that I don't have any unspent hours weighing on my mind is such an exhilarating feeling. I didn't even know they were there till they were gone. I still feel guilty but I'm sure that ( Read more... )

Do you ever wish you could just run away from your thoughts? Maybe that's why the entertainment business is so lucrative. No one wants to face themselves, think about themselves or focus on how empty their lives really are. So they stare at a TV for hours on end. I'm glad to say I don't do that but I'm getting real tired of my thoughts and the ( Read more... )

Well, I got plane tickets and rental car reservations. We are leaving for Maine in a little over two weeks. I'm very excited!! I really wish we were driving up because I love road trips and driving through the night, watching the sky turn light. But we are only going to be there for a week so it would be silly to spend two 24 hour days in the ( Read more... )

So far this week I've been living alone. Jamie's off in the vast unknown. Actually she's in Colorado with her family but she hasn't called me. Maybe she's mad at me, I don't know. Anyway I've decided I don't like living alone. I spend so much time alone I want to come home to someone. At least I have The Cheat. He loves to start out his day ( Read more... )

Yes, more gingerale. I've been drinking it pretty much nonstop this weeked. Grandma bought me a whole case of Vernors cause she knew it to be my favorite. Mmmmm, vernors ( Read more... )

Well, I'm here, in Ohio with my lovely family, and I'm happy just sitting a talking about nothing in particular. I love my grandparents so much! And of course Laura who lives with them. I'm so glad I'm here, it's like a respite from the fast paced crazy world outside. Here I don't have to do anything or be anywhere or say anything if I don't ( Read more... )

well, for anyone who wants to know, I have a new address. It's
4176 Russell Blvd. apt 2W
Saint Louis, MO 63110

I love my new place. There are so many things to say about it. Really only seeing it will do it justice.

I can't wait till next week. I'm going to Ohio to visit the Zimmeys and go to the DC with my grandma.

Well I'm a-movin again. Thursday is the day. Actually I have to go pay a guy on Wednesday. I'm very stressed out and frazzled and sad and happy and excited and depressed and full of feeling that have no convient adjectives to describe them. Not just from moving but that is a nice box to put my feelings in, haha. I worked from 2-9 last night ( Read more... )

I spent last night sleeping on a couch in an assissted living facility. I had a get up twice to make sure Edith, my charge, didn't fall on her way to the bathroom. I have to say that it's easy work. But I'm really tired now. I don't think I can really sleep soundly knowing tht at any moment I have to jump up off the couch to make sure Edith ( Read more... )