Our mission is a curse. Our purpose we do not want.

Aug 17, 2005 16:58

God damn. God damn. Damn it. Shit, God damn. Damn. Damn. Why does Dagon have to have these insights? Why does he have to be privy to any of this information. Dagon doesn't want to know. He doesn't like rocking the boat, but he knows his place is to ask questions. To see. He doesn't ask to be psychic or prophetic. He doesn't want to be ( Read more... )

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xirememberyoux August 18 2005, 03:29:19 UTC
This post has absolutely nothing to do with what you wrote, but I felt like telling you anyways. I'm really sad that you're gone from the school, you inspired me to be alot more than I thought for myself, and I'm truly very sorry to see you go. I wanted to thank you for teaching students how to open their eyes to see the world outside of their own and to accept the differences in others. I was going to post this as anonymous, but seeing as I can't, I guess I'm just laying it on the line for all to see, lol. Thanks for helping me, I know what I want to be now.
See you around.

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glassparkinglot August 18 2005, 06:59:47 UTC
None of the prophets wanted to do what they had to. Not even Jesus. Hardly anything is black and white in this world, especially this kind of stuff. Following God is an ugly business, actually. Hardly like the candy-coated Wednesday prophesy we've all grown to love, and even less like the plastic smile image we are supposed to have. Truly following God will break your heart, crush your spirit, and leave you completely alone.

But that's ok. That stuff should happen.

Your world won't be a giant, orgasmic happiness cluster-fuck of wonderful blessings. It's a journey, a story. And it has high highs and low lows. But that's a'ight, because for every low, you have a high. Every time you're crushed, you're rebuilt.

How can you know how good things are if you've never felt how bad they could possibly be? How can you truly appreciate the people around you unless you know what it's like to have no one around you ( ... )

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koolaid32 August 20 2005, 05:49:48 UTC
hey nama this is ben carter
im sorry for how i treated you during the school year. im sorry i never really gave you a chance. sorry i blatantly disrespected you in the middle of class. doing things that bothered you just to get under your skin (example-im rick james). looking back you were cooler and a better person than i gave you credit for. in light of recent events you have really showed me a better person than i thought existed. you have really given me a new perception of who you are.

what im really trying to say is im sorry for everything.
and thank you.

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glassparkinglot August 20 2005, 09:29:34 UTC
If you haven't read my frickin' long ass journal yet, this is Bruce. You did bug me sometimes during school too, but that was probably because you shook my boat too much, too ;). Actually, I kinda liked arguing with you 'bout stuff during class. Got me to re-check why I believed certain things.

That aside, I too have found a new respect for you. Even before this whole little LiveJournal fad, I knew there was something more behind that ridiculous pony-tail. You're more of an inspiration to people than you think. That much is clear by how many little support letters you get from your adoring school fans.

I never really saw you as a teacher, because, well, you didn't teach me at all. Journalism was the biggest blow-off class evar, next to Bake's classes. But you did teach me one very important thing, and its become a big part of what I believe now. For that, thanks.

I'll probably see you again, seeming how everytime I go to that Kroger plaza I see your stupid car. =P

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dagonakujin August 22 2005, 18:22:43 UTC
It means a lot to Dagon to hear that stuff, especially from non-adoring school fans. Thanks bunches and millions to you guys ( ... )

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koolaid32 August 23 2005, 04:08:12 UTC
thats hilarious, i never thought id hear you say shart.
my dog sharted all over the house last night too

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my_love_is_u69 August 30 2005, 04:43:46 UTC
wow our new language srta teacher sucks balls and im not talking about the one you throw.........

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xtotalsweetiex August 30 2005, 18:58:24 UTC
shes not as bad as our bipolar science teacher

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my_love_is_u69 September 6 2005, 05:00:29 UTC
ya

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