damn sorta sux its cinco de mayo and i should be out having the time of my life insttead im stuck trying to fall asleep somehow so i can wake up at 8 and go back to work damn this shit sux but i guess its worth it in the long run at least......anyways nothing really to talk about but needed something to do so thought id update this shit

damn never actually thought quitting smoking would be this hard but ive been one full day without a cig and besides my ribs and heart feeling like their going to implode and the fact that ive felt barely concious alll day i guess it might not be so bad but shit i gotta do what i gotta do

fuck work. thats all i got to say

what an uneventfull nite.....sorta need to rest tho after this week i defintly earned my paycheck this week shit lol had to fill in for some of our pourers which is basiclly the hottest job in the world standing right next to 3050+ degree molten steel yea it sucked. Shit so idk whats goin on tommorrow at all prob chillen with the usuals the few ( Read more... )

damn tonite was awsome went out to some party in nunica right by the highway and it was the weirdest thing ever there were thugs and rednecks gettin along shit lol it was cool tho no drama cept someone hitting someones car....wish i wasnt fucked up right now cause i wanna go over to lewis's and see everyone but i cant afford to drive in my shape ( Read more... )

night was nice went out to medendorps but just as i was getting there his old man told him everyone had to go so we all went back to my crib and chilled lemme see it was halter zach elliot ts bryce mo lil shelids sabrina frantz londo mark willet and ya prob forgot some people but fuck it i shouldnt be updatin this all fucked up at 5 30 in the ( Read more... )

id be lieing to myself if i said i was happy right now. it just seems that everything that was bothering me compounded itself in just one day and night. work sucks point blank. i cant even chill with my close freinds at my house anymore cause dumbasses that i barely know decide to show up with like 5 cars of people i.e. sherman. im just so sick ( Read more... )

well i dont know what to ssay anymore
i just should stop talking altogether
it just fucks me over when i say one wrong word

weekend was tight as hell partied down in the bar friday nite and saturday hung out with alot of people that i havent in a while shit ed even came over....guess times have just been changing and with them people but right now im happy and havent been this happy since 2 summers ago idk anyways im out gotta go to barnes and nooble gonna try this ( Read more... )

well its been a fucked up week had my furnace explode at work actually suprised im alive 1,300 pounds of molten stainless steel thats about 3300 degrees flying all over the place yea it was fucked up but im now completly convinced that im invincible no seriously in the past year ive had so many near death experinces idk im just not scared of shit ( Read more... )