So, I just finished watching Black Hawk Down. Guys, remind me that I never want to see that movie again. Ever ( Read more... )

What do you do when you feel like your mind doesnt belong to you anymore? That there are other people controlling your thoughts and visions.... What do you do? Tell me damnit!..............pls? I'm losing it guys, I really am.... I thought I could totally handle it, but I dont think I can..... Y'all didn't believe me when I said somethin was up.... ( Read more... )

ok, so i've been back for a little over a month now....... Same as it was when i left. FABULOUS! i have my Opium with me now and Alex, my roomie, got her kitten last week, Sylvia.... lil biatch..... anywho, life's pretty good here... i mean, im lonely as hell(ie i havent been out on a "date" or gotten laid in a REALLY long time....not that i've ( Read more... )

It's almost time to leave man...... AND I CAN'T F'IN WAIT! I can't wait to get the hell out of here and go home. I love my family and friends but most of you make me want to slit my wrists and it's bad enough that no one believes me when I tell them whats wrong with me so I just won't say it anymore. When i get back to richmond it won't just be all ( Read more... )

So, being home kind of sucks. I cant get a job to save my life and i am as paranoid as ever, it kind of really pisses me off. I think i really need to see a fuckin shrink for some pills for this paranoia of myne. Friends are good, although sometimes i think that im the odd one out, but that could just be the paranoia. I have found the love of my ( Read more... )

Ah. It feels so damn good to be rid of an egotistical, asshole. Sometimes, men can be idiots, ok, maybe most of the time, but usually it's kind of cute. Anywho, can't wait for the semester to be over, get my ass out of the dorms!!! love you guys, hugs and kisses till i get home!

Yea, so deciding to continue my "relationship" with the boy has turned out to be a big mistake, i think he agrees so i dont think its going to last at all. as soon as i can talk to him, since he's been kind of not talking to me, yea nice huh, i will tell him its time to move on. i think pam was right when she told me that i can only deal with a ( Read more... )

This past week went by so fast, we just got back to school and already it feels like I've been here forever ( Read more... )

Oy, pam cant come..........whimper whimper sniffle, i miss u love of my life!!!!!!!! you know, im thinking, that i might just have to get ur name tattood on me, that would just be so perfect ( Read more... )

Hoping, hoping, hoping!!!!!!!!!!! that my buddies can come visit, (KIDNAP PAM AT ANY COSTS, I"M TELLIN YA RIGHT NOW, AT ANY COST) i miss them so much, u guys rule!!!!!!!! anyway, got to run to art history now, woo hoo, and see how i did on my exam last week, luv u guys, muah