ring~ring~ring~ring~ring~voice messge ( Read more... )

Last night I had a series of dreams/nightmares ( Read more... )

So the weekend went well....I ended up going through with the weekend, traveling through a rain storm to go see him, because of course he wasnt understanding that I would of wanted to wait for better weather and leave the next day, he got upset on the phone and I went. About six hours later I showed up on his front steps, his friends/roomates where ( Read more... )

Why am I with this fuck? I am so angry, upset, confussed, and partly numb right now. So why cant I say goodbye ( Read more... )

Im very unsure about everything.

Well graduation/senior week is over and I feel like I slept through the whole thing with my eyes open. I was so tired I was just going through the motions the whole time. I mean my last week of college I didnt sleep because I was with my boyfriend and constuction/earthquakes outside his house starts at 7 a.m. everymorning. But I told myself I didnt ( Read more... )

"you wrap me up in this beautiful world everytime i'm with you.. time doesn't move,
stress doesn't exist.. nothing else matters
just the smiles on our faces and the love in our hearts"

Not even time to breathe...im so tired i think im just gonna go to bed. i need to unpack but i have no time!:( i work everyday ( Read more... )

Your pretty bird
had to fly away
on a breeze you blew for her
loving her, needing her,
yet selflessly releasing her
into higher skys
that take her away from your view
but never from her sweet song
she sings for you.

Its all so much. Im going back to school in a few days to graduate from college and its the last thing on my mind. what is on my mind well his name begins with a R.....i hate that i love him. i hate that he is not supportive and understanding that i need to be away from him this summer because i need to make $$$. i hate that he thinks that long ( Read more... )