Am I some sort of freak? Last night was again intense converstation with my man...to the point where he broke down in tears. We were talking about children.....and I was explaining to him that I do not want children.......he said....he couldnt understand someone not wanting children....that was the whole point of his exsistance....being a good ( Read more... )

Understanding is only the first step toward solution. Aries wants to be crisis manager and detective, but may be as powerless as anyone else. This ensemble does best when no one tries to go solo.

SO its sunday....my last week of college...i leave thursday ( Read more... )

I love my NY friends and I feel so privilaged and proud that I have you all in my life. Thank you for being you.

SO sick of BEING AVAERAGE AT EVERTHING I DO AND AM! I was in the dark room for 10 hrs straight today...I have 8 prints done...I need 20 by Tuesday....I hate my portfolio...if you can call it that. I suck.

I am so confussed about my present situation with my boyfriend. The fact is this is all so new for me and Im doing the best I can with it. But I feel like are relationship is such a surface. We never really got a chance to get to know eachother....we sorta jumped right into the intense part, which can be easier for me then the friends part ( Read more... )

Don't judge the whole day on how it begins. You may start off hot, but end up cool. Count on yourself to get things done instead of relying on other people to help you out of a jam. Certain individuals will revert to their essential and difficult selves no matter what you have to say about it. Someone has to clean up the mess, and it's obviously ( Read more... )

so i dont really know what to do right now so im turning to my jounral. last night was the formal dance...which i have been looking forward to for about a year.....its over...how was it? it was ok...played bad muusic and spent 75% of it in my hotel room ( Read more... )

"Why do we play with fire? Why do we run our finger through the flame? Why do we leave our hand on the stove- Although we're in for some pain? Why does it take an accident before the truth gets through to us? Cages or wings? Which do you prefer? Ask the birds. Fear or love, baby? Don't say the answer. Actions speak louder than words. why do we ( Read more... )

I just watched the mission. I get really effected by films. Prehaps its because I have a loose grasped of reality and really get into the movie or im simple minded and am easy influenced. Maybe a little bit of both ( Read more... )