I feel like I'm an emotionally abusive person.

There's always the possibility that I'm blowing this wayyyyy out of proportion simply because I'm insecure. I know, really know now, that however lame it may sound, I was definitely in an emotionally abusive relationship. That means maybe all of this is just the result of doubting my reality/myself ( Read more... )

reallllly ( Read more... )

I'm so confused. He's in the right, or am I? Or is it even about right and wrong ( Read more... )

Livejournal, I'm an idiot. I made the top five mistakes I could have ever made with boys ( Read more... )

So after four months of being broken up,my ex Chase started talking to me again.. And saying off-putting things like, "I think I might like you again." Ha. Silly. But I'm not into him anymore. And that's that. :( But I wanted to kiss him, like in a nostalgic way.. Almost nurturing way. I'd just confuse him though, or accidentally lead him on. I ( Read more... )

hey all you people.
so basically I update my hard copy journal all the time, and never this thing.. :(

but I do use www.dailybooth.com!!
so you can check that :P

Here's mine:
http://dailybooth.com/Daifan

So my boyfriend left me about a month ago. November 9th. Totally heartbreaking. hahaha :) Shoulda saw it coming a bit better, things were weird with him. Ah well. I was still shocked and hurt. I basically died emotionally in the first week. The worst ever! But then I felt much better this past month. Yesterday night though I had a flip attack and ( Read more... )

I'm heading off to Bill's Card Shop in a few with Chase. Gonna check out magic cardsies. :) haha, I'm so nerdish. I love Magic: the Gathering ( Read more... )

I just got off the phone with my boyfriend. I doodled on a sticky note the whole conversation ( Read more... )

I'm listening to Lady GaGa and other lame electro mainstream stuff again. I hate that stuff usually, though. It's weird ( Read more... )